PAIN.
I can't get it out of my body. I'm tired. I'm really tired. I can't control myself anymore. I don't know how to change it. There's black hole in myself. Overwhelming emptiness.
I feel like I'm all alone even though people are around me. I always knew I'm an outsider but I didn't realize it's that bad. I can feel only the pain, nothing else. What's wrong with me?
Please, tell me how can I change it? Please..